Thursday, October 29

final exam starts!


to stress.. to blurr.. to books.. im going to be friends with u guys for within these 3 weeks..!! please help me and make sure everything is alright.. to ALLAH.. BLESS ME.. Semoga peperiksaan kali ini dapat saya jawab dengan tenang dah bersungguh2.. AMIN,,

Monday, October 26

confession~

Jika dia cintaimu,
melebihi cintaku padamu
Aku pasti rela, untuk melepasmu,
walau ku tau ku ‘kan terluka

Jikalah semua berbeda,
kau bukanlah orang yang ku puja
Tetapi hatiku, telah memilihmu,
walau kau tak mungkin tinggalkannya


Jadikan aku yang kedua
Buatlah diriku bahagia
Walaupun kau, tak ‘kan pernah
Kumiliki selamanya



Saturday, October 24

my heart speak~

it's just something that i need to confess..
my heart speak out loud..
confessing something that shouldnt be.
play as one of the cast in my life..
appeared! suddenly gone!!
wall of bricks. concrete never to be fall to pieces..
tears, shade, shame, fear, mixing equally..
something it have say.
my heart. sick but there's no prescription..
torn apart. never be relocate.

liitle big sister


hey sis..
it's been a while...
can't wait for ur up coming birthday..
u'll receive something from me..
but then i can't tell u what..
coz the thing is still in not in my mind...
u've been busy right..
final exam is coming..
hope u'll do it well just like before..
don,t be all stress out..
keep smiling and never forget to laugh..
it's the best medicine ever..
see ya..
=nufab=
:' )

Monday, October 12

aidilfitri nak habis


sebelum aidilfitri menghilangkan diri dan di ganti dengan bulan islam yang lain, ein hope masih sempat nak bercerita pasal raya la kannn..


haiyyoooooouuu!!!!! semalam kitorang pegi raya(which is actually bukan semalm la coz dah lepas seminggu pon.. heheh).. havoc habisss!!!6 keeta tu tak masuk lagi berapa buah motor(5 jer pon..saje nak bagi up sikit)huhu.. kitorang serbu tiga buah rumah coursemate kitorang..rumah pertama yang diserbu rumah ain then wali pastu ita.. sumer coursemate ein n the first 2 is my classmate.. cian ain yhang tak sempat nak prepare makan sebab dier ingat just few of us yang datang sekali tengok...hah!!!berkoyan...dah lah time tu hujan lebat!!masing2 kelaparan kan.. mak ain prepare mee rebus untuk kitorang.. first classs!!! sedap giler... i likkeee~~~ hehehe..

Meneruskan perjalanan ke kampung kandang (rumah wali) dan still hujan rintik-rintik..berlumaba ngan ain.. ain bawa kereta macam pelesit.. suke2 dier jer nak masuk kiri n kanan.. hahahha.. ein sebagai driver yang berwawasan (ye kerr??) follow jer lahhhh!!! hahahah.. semalam bawa kereta memang macam dodolll (hahahah) sampai rumah walli makan makanan raya; lontong, nasi impit, lengkap ngan sambal ngan kuah kacang.. n for second time FIRST CLASS!!!! sedap... n not to be forgotten ein amik gamba bersama canonku yang tersayang.. wwuahhhahahahahaha.

Ein meneruskan lagi perjalanan ke rumah ita.. nie yang best!!! kitorang makan pizza taw!! bukan sebarang pizza.. nie pizza buiatan sendiri oleh ahli keluarga ita sendiri. MARVELOUS!!! seafood pizza.. macam2 ada.. SEDAP HINGGA MENJILAT IBU JARI JERRR~~~ pastu kitorang amik gamba beramai2 di luar rumah ita dan seperti biasa saya adalah juru kamera..

Then kitorang pegi tesco coz azwa nak cari laptop n dier telah mengeluarkan sebanyak rm2000++ untuk sebuah laptop yang agak latest jugak(cantik giler design dier)..

Malam tu rush balik coz tuan punya kereta a.k.a kak suk tak berapa sihat n dier nak guna kereta.. Time tu ein dah start pecut.. nasib baik sampai dengan selamat takut gak if tak dapat nak hantar kak suk pegi klinik kitorang pulak yang pegi hospital terus.. huhuh.. NAUZUBILLAH~ selisih jerr.
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SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

Monday, October 5

to you


i meet you..
yesterday.. when we're taking our exams..
you were late and sit at the center totally straight in front of me even in a distance..
i stare to you and i love ur eyes..
i meet you..
yesterday.. you were on your way to the class..
you were smiling while chitchatting wif ur other frens..
i totally stunt..
i meet you..
yesterday.. you were laughing and never to be forgotten u sitting just a few foot in front of me..
i totally fall for you..
i meet you..
today, walking by the lake with some girl.. with all those smile and laugh that i loved..
i can only shed tears to be ur secret admirer..

lots of love ; me to you.
.
<33

Friday, October 2

a week we had


i just learn something about myself.. i do realise it before but today it just like stuck in my head and make me thhink. i have done some quiz in my mate's magz. "Get a bloke, dump your mates" frankly speaking it not about the title that make me think of. it about the resault i found out later on. it says that im kinda soft lass person. kind-hearted and know how to take care of my other friends feeling and try to make things right!! (is it really true that im like that??? can't really believe it) move on.. it also said that im toooooooo depending to other's judgement (means that i need others consideration in making decision) i guess that one is true.. i can't make my own decisions. i need other's. i need to learn to make my own. becouse im the only one know what the best for me.. and feel guilt for myself because it also said that i always hurt my own feeling and even worse i don't even realise it. how bad that was??? think of it back carefully... i think that is true.. i always hurt myself for taking a good care of other's feeeling.. how am i going to avoid it??? that is me.. i remembered there was one time(but this time i know my feeling was hurt) i really took care of someone's feeling... i just loved that person sooo much... kept thinking of that person made ma happy and smile countinuously... but that person liked to stab my feeling deeply.. i dunno whether that person realise it or not but i does make me cry sometimes.. ( without that person's know bout it of course).. it just happened.. i think because i loved u soo muchh.. until now, that person still in my heart eventho we can be define as enemies(to that person and not me) now.. what can i say.. thank you to you for ur time spending with me.. it's been a pleasure knowing someone like you even for a short time..
~terima kasih~

~arigatou~

~kumowoyuo~

~xie xie nin~
lots of love to you...