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Friday, January 11

13/1/13

Assalamualaikum,
Hari ni 12/2/13, esok 13/1/13, selain daripada jemputan kahwin yang pasti berlambak-lambak sebab nak amik tarikh yang best-best ni konon-kononya, ada satu lagi kejadian.
 MY FINAL DAY OF EXAMINATION.

Betul punya tak sabar nak habis, almost a month of struggling rasanya memang cukup memenatkan. Inconsistency of sleep make it all worst tapi everything comes with a price right.

Esok dah last paper dah~ LAW 485-company law.

Lecturers semua cakap semester ni semester budak akaun banyak score, well, for me~ it's quite tough actually. Paper yand dah jawab tu dah cuba sehabis baik. 

Ouh! Semester break dah nak mula dah. This semester break banyak aktiviti yang akan di lakukan, in terms of so many aspects, especially to be a better muslimah. To be a better muslimah bukan mudah. Sebab Allah sendiri cakap, orang beriman itu akan diuji. Kan? 

Speaking of be a better person, i realize something that i wasn't aware of. Something inside of me in which it put me in big surprise on how bad i am as a muslim before. Ok. Lets stop here for this part. 

Ok! this coming break i'm going for my first independent holiday, even though i'm not doing it all alone, still, i'm going to take all the experience i can get. Big smile! and the other holiday would be my first step to make things right. Hopefully, In Shaa Allah. Aminnn..

".....Kemudian apabila kamu telah membulatkan tekad (untuk melakukan sesuatu), maka bertawakallah kepada Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah menyukai orang yang bertawakal kepadaNya" 
3:159

psst psst: senyum sampai langit. :)

Monday, December 31

a blessed year it is.

Made a wrong turn, Once or twice Dug my way out, Blood and fire Bad decisions, That's alright Welcome to my silly life - pink, perfect

Assalamualaikum,
yeahh~
Tahun baru untuk kalender Islam dah lama lepas, dan hari ini, bermula tahun baru untuk kalender err, bukan Islam? :) *ampun, lupa term dia.

Setahun lagi pergi. Setahun lagi sudah berlalu.
How's your year been? Good? Bad? 
What have you learned? Something good? something bad?
What s your new year wish? hope? determination?

sesuatu yang norma untuk ditanyakan? yup! memang pun, even in all social network people keep on posting things which answering all those questions. So, today, 1.1.13.

Here, it's my turn to answer all those questions.
How's your year been?
2012. what a year, what an experienced! 

What have you learned?
it was a year where i learned to be a better Muslim,

What is your new year wish? hope? determination?
well, i will keep everything here, in my heart. Shhhh~ :)

Hujan tetap jatuh terang jernih~walau awan pekat hitam. - taken in FB :)

I smiled when i was reading this stats~ it's true! 
and while reading it again, first thing comes to my mind is when one of my friend, shared Surah Al-Syarh on her twitter. 
dan teringat tentang kisah di hari Daurah~ one of the moderator, Kak Murni talked about this surah and how to treat Quran correctly in which caused me to shed my tears.
"Wah! memang betul cakap Kak Syuhada! (she is our naqibah for our usrah replacing kak Isma and to us, she is not kakak since she's younger than us la kan) Adek-adek kat sini memang betul semangat" tangan dia dah mencapai terjemahan kat tepi laptop.
"Belum suruh bukak lagi dah bukak! Tutup balik! Tutup balik! Quran yang ada zip tu zip balik.. Yang ada ketip tu ketip balik. tutup! Tutup sekarang." Eh! kitorang dah pelik dia suruh tutup balik.Tapi, buat jelah. Tangan pun tutup balik terjemahan di tangan.
"Haaaa~ OK! Quran ni sebenarnya hidup" Yup! betul la tu apa dia cakap sebab Quran ni nanti beri syafaat pada kita nanti di sana! Aku dah tersenyum.
Dia tambah lagi "Kita baru pegang-pegang dia dengan usap-usap dia kita dah dapat pahala" Aku senyum lagi.
"Kalau kita baca lagi banyak pahala kita dapat. Setiap huruf yang kita baca kita dapat pahala. Kan?" Aku angguk perlahan. 
Kak Murni cakap lagi, sound something like this "Quran ni comel jer. Pernah tak dengar orang cakap yang diorang rasa seronok sangat kalau baca Quran? Pernah kan? Lepas tu fikir, aku pun baca Quran macam mana rasa seronok tu? Kan? Kan?" Aku dah angguk laju. Yup! Sungguh! Selalu  sangat rasa.
"Haaa~ Sebab Allah tu Maha Mengetahui! Cuba tengok Surah Al-Syarh. Tengok macam mana Allah pujuk kita..." Kitorang semua bukak surah tu and Kak Murni baca siap sekali dengan terjemahan dia.

Dalam surah tu, Allah 2 kali sebut 'dalam kesusahan itu ada kemudahan'
Dalam terjemahan, ayat pertama "Bukankah Kami telah melapangkan dadamu(Muhammad)? Ok! noticed nama Nabi kita tapi dalam kurungan? Tapi kalau baca ayat tu tak ada pun perkataan "Muhammad" dalam ayat tu, sebab Allah nak kita ganti nama kita dalam kurungan tu,
"Bukankah Kami telah melapangkan dadamu (Farahin)"
See? time tu kita akan rasa we are communicating directly to Allah! It's like Allah talking back to you, us. Heard your sadness and listen to all your problems even without you telling it to Him!
(this is how Kak Murni summarized the surah!)
and during that moments, tekak dah rasa berpasir, and tears dropped!

Allah Maha Hebat! Allahuakbar! Awan yang gelap gelita tetapi hujan yang jernih sejernih kristal. kristal di dalam gelap. "Dalam kesusahan itu ada kemudahan". Jadi lean to Allah for all your problems, Dia akan permudahkan. In Shaa Allah!

dan lagi satu benda yang Kak Murni cakap, "Allah sebut dalam Al-Quran, "Tuhanmu tidak meninggalkan engkau (Muhammad) dan tidak (pula) membencimu" Surah Dhuha, ayat 3.
Kak Murni cakap, "Jadi siapa kita untuk kutuk orang lain, mengata orang lain sedangkan Allah tak pernah pun mengata dia apatah lagi kutuk dia, siapa kita nak membenci orang dan meninggalkan orang sedangkan Allah tak pernah buat macam tu langsung kat sesiapa pun" Again! I shed my tears.
 (Farahin, how much is your investment for Hereafter?)

p/s: may we all be blessed by Allah for this year. Aminn! Oh! and my final exams coming in 2 days, do pray for me too~ :)
"Allahumma yassir wala tu'assir. Rabbi tammim bilkhoir. Birokhmatikaya Arhamarrohimin"

 


 

Wednesday, November 28

ups and downs it is.

Assalamualaikum.

been busy lately, so busy to the extent that i cant even pampered myself anymore.
masa berlalu macam orang yang sedang pecut menuju tali kemenangan. betul punya laju.

big weeks it is. especially during this last few weeks before we starts our study week. i think our study week begin on 21st of december. Soon! Very Soon!
 

As usual, bila dah nak habis semester ni, test kembali berderet-deret-deret. Every week 1 test and for next week presentation and more tests. Color pens everywhere, A4 paper everywhere, and time to study still missing somewhere else, errr??? apakah? ;)
 


we've been busy doing this! INDUSTRIAL WALK POSTER EXHIBITION for our IBM subject, well, account students DO HAVE CREATIVITY OK! jangan pandang kami dengan hanya kalkulator di tangan. because we're all human, and both of our left and right side of brain is still functioning outrageously! HAHAH, sungguh exaggerated disitu!


A cute freebies that have been prepared by us to anyone who came and read our poster.

  
Girls behind the poster! yeay girls! we did it! proud to all of us. Managed to settle everything even though there are some time constraint! we're the best aite? 




Sunday, October 28

sungkai

Assalamualaikum,

hujung minggu yang penuh, dengan gelak tawa, senyum mersa, dan terbinanya satu lagi masjid, with wish of may both of you be blessed by Allah till Jannah.

doa saya untuk awak berdua,
  • welcome to our BIG FAMILY,
  • do take care of your zaujah wholeheartedly! 
well, jom cite sikit kat sini.
 lepas pecut kancil Wugu tu up until 110KM/h, dengan harapan yang sangat tinggi dan berdoa tak kena saman (patutnya tak kena la sebab tak lebih pon 110km/h tu) around noon kitorang sampai ke sungkai.  yup~ SUNGKAI, kalau masa duduk Labuan dulu sungkai tu maknanya iftar ataupun bahasa melayunya berbuka puasa, kat sini jadi nama tempat plak..

ok. misinya sebab ada orang nak bina masjid.

Barakallah


dan bila dah berkumpul sanak sedara, ipar duai, menantu menantan, eh? hihihi... ni la jadinya :)


gamba ini memang di ambil blur - biar kabur sikit :D

makanya, berakhirlah perjalanan ke sungkai dengan menikmati sebucket ayam goreng kepci yg lazat serta diberi diskaun oleh pihak kerajaan dengan menggunakan kad diskaun siswa, hukhukhuk (terharu acah-acah)

jadi belah lelaki 2 weeks from now, so, agak-agakrajin later on boleh la update lagi, 


Sunday, October 21

BFFTJ

Assalamualaikum.

itu mereka yang gelar. mereka yang menggelarkan diri mereka. mula-mula fikir-fikir jugak. apa maksud BFFTJ ni. up until i realised, its Best Friend Forever Till Jannah! OH! itu rupanya.

kita kawan. kita kawan baik. kita kawan selamanya. kita kawan dunia akhirat. kita kawan hingga ke syurga.

 mereka yang dikenali sejak sekolah rendah dan menengah

 mereka yang bersama-sama ketika susah dan senang

mereka yang bersama-sama mencari redhaNya

hari ni ada tugasan, beriadah bersama-sama disambung dengan sesi usrah yang persekitarannya juga bertukar. it's always feel good to do something usual in somewhere new. kadang-kadang kena tukar angin jugak kan. :)

a lot to tell but none to write, well never mind.

p/s: have you heard the recitation of Qur'an through earphone with almost the highest volume on? you will still find it peaceful as if you understand it. Allahuakhbar!