spoiling my day is just your specialty aite

how should i handle something like this. been doing the same thing over and over. just please wake up!

well, some distraction i guess...

ok.. first step hve been made... untuk 3 tahun ni dan ini langkah pertama saya! yeayyy! and im happy with it...
im knida weird type of person i guess...
found new information! and here it is... since his is all i can gathered for this time being..
name given: ehm ehm...
age: same as me i guess...
status: dunno.
siblings: hve twins! and ......
either law or engineer but same university as i am... but since u're doing ur degree well.. i guess i can catch up on that dont i???
ur interest and activities seems like suites me perfectly.. riding a bike??? playing guitar??? and into art thinggy??? PERRRRRFEEEECTTTT! hopefully we can meet... :)

p/s: such a contrary person with the other one dont you?

AUD 370

this is what scares me the most, since it's my last semester doing my diploma and here some notes from my lecturer, specifically AUD 370 lecturer, Puan Masita.

from madam Masita Hassan

"to my dearie PART6 DAIS.. i already uploaded AUD370 marks, a bit disappoint with ur performance.. for those who left blank spaces in ur final and jawap x kena gaya tu, just be prepare to sit for SUPP PAPER in two or three weeks time OR repeat AUD370. Wan Mohd Ghazali Pilo and WaLi PeeYee awat la soalan 1 tu ko jawap salah!! ."ya ALLAH.....sessungguhnya ENGKAU MAHA MENGETAHU apa peasaan hamba mu ini......"."

"baru key in data AIS310, lega rasanya,,, but there is AUD370 still there waiting for me to belek2.. aarrghh baru baca soalan !a) aku dah menyirap marah, masih guna jawapan salah even though dah ditegur masa dalam kelas.. rasa nak bagi penyepak jer!!"

first of all, puan saya nak mintak maaf sanagt2... i admit that i cant really do this paper...well..most of us i guess since everybody hve the same problem regarding this paper... we're not supposed to hve any problem to answer it for certain reasons but still, kitorang masih lagi tak mampu...or should i say... saya tak mampu puan... this is the first paper which caused me to cried. A LOT! lets go in the time machine and go back to THE DAY~ THE DAY~ since we only have 1 day and a half it quite stressful to read all the topics that will came out for our final paper of AUD 370.. we also hve to struggle on the next paper after that which is our AIS 360 paper which is held just the next day after AUD therefore there are no gap for us to do revision..we hve to catch up about 16 chapters of AIS 360. apart from that our study week hve been reduced to only 4 days and we have 6 paper to answered. OK! on the day, its friday and we hve that paper early in the morning... 8.30 a.m and we dont hve enough sleep for almost 7 days on that day. it was hard for me and plus i am sick...my eyes hurt and doctor said i hve an irritation... that does disturb my focus. during my time answering that paper, i dont know what happened,, seems like everything i read is just not in my head... seems like i dont understand the question.. what exactly that the Q's want.. that is the biggest problem i think....u cant answer it since u just dont know what it want.. and on that day, after i finished my paper my ayah came to pick up some of my things since my cute little kancil just dont hve enough space to bring all those things. and right after i see my ayah the tears just drop down. im so disappointed with myself.. i think this is just the worst paper i ever answer... i just cried telling him that i cant answer that paper.SERIOUSLY.! im too scared of disappointing him. im scared my pointer will drop so badly. it's my last semester and i did not expect something like this gonna happened. and with all comments from madam, seems like it's true that we cant do it... urghhhhh!! and result will be out this 25th May, if im not mistaken. and that is only about 3 week from now i guess...wargghhhh!!!
~maaf puan~

"ya Allah, jika rezeki aku ada di situ untuk lulus, Kau luluskan lah aku ya Allah, dan jika tiada rezeki ku Kau berikanlah yang terbaik untuk semua usahaku. hanya Kau yang dpat membantu dan hanya Kau tempat ku berserah. Kau berikanlah kami semua markah yang cemerlang agar kami tidak perlu mengulangi kertas ni. Aminnnnnnn~"

girl who cant be moved

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying, "If you see this guy can you tell her where I am?"

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

'cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "Girl, you can't stay here"
I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If he changes his mind this is the first place he will go

People talk about the girl that's waiting on a guy
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in her world

Maybe I'll get famous as the girl who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'cause you'll know it's just for you
I'm the girl who can't be moved

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move
:')

credit: the script.

8 days to go!

craziest housemate ever! GIRLS! u ROCK! may Allah bless

counting days!
there's bout 8 days to go before the day reach to 30th of April.. which it is the end of our final exam and also our last day here, at UiTM Melaka, Lendu...
So many things happened for bout this 3 years..
Sweetest memories of me and my friend will never be forgotten..
"girls, never ever ends our friendship!"
3 years of memory seems to be too short for me i guess...
Tonnes of laugh, and tears just matured all of us more, dont they??
learning with u girls just sooooooooooooo full of excitement..
here i learn to be a better muslim too..
and again, girls, thanks for all the support..
from a wild girl, i turned out to be a better person...
and still trying to change... (well, u know how hard it is)
to all dazzle-ians! I LOVE UOLLSSSS SO MUCH!
memory can never be erased.
and to my housemate!
Nor Hafizah Jamaluddin. Aienna Khalid, Lilies Sulastri, Nur Ezzati, Nur Syafin, Aisyah Suhaimi, Aqila Nadira, Nur Athirah, Nor Laila...
---> girls! u are the bestest mate ever! utk semuanya. untuk tangan yg menghulur, untuk telinga yang sudi mendengar, untuk mata yang sudi menangis bersama, dan untuk bahu yang sudi dipinjamkan. (P/S: kalau kawin nnt jgn lupa jemput yer, :P)
and to mu roomate yang sedikit( or sepatutnya TOTALLY) crazy???? Nur Amila with so many alias thank you so much... jasa anda tak kan di lupakan... semoga dapat jadi lecturer nanti, (Amiinnn)
untuk Cik Puti Arifah n Nor Azwa, both of you also... TERIMA KASIH...seems like kita tak dapat jadi house mate but we're still classmate dont we??? sorry if i ever hurt u girls... (i know i do)
never meant to neglect any of u girls.. hopefully kite masih jumpa time degree nnt...
juga untuk my bestest friend ever! Cik Rusydiana... insyAllah sahabat dunia akhirat... even kita maybe dah tak rapat macam dulu(masa sekolah2) well, it's good to know u're making friends here too...kau tetap kawan aku n i will never forget u...(just in case) so many if seems like a bad things huh??? different courses masa degree???well, u hava ur own way... n dear friend, i'll never forget to pray for you...
and lastly, untuk awak dan awak... terima kasih untuk 3 tahun ni... terima kasih untuk ada dekat sini dan terima kasih sebab awak ada lah... (eventho u never realized the presence of me here) tapi saya ada dan saya tengok awak. well, kalau ada jodoh maybe kita akan jumpa lagi...who am i to judge bout it right? both of you nampaknya happy with ur life here (well, so do i).... :)
n untuk kak erna, thnx for the experience for jadi "kakak" saya sekejap.....

lotsa love ; FARAHIN.